Okay so I have never had a blog before so please bear with me. I found out my oldest son Justice has Aspergers Syndrom or AS. Some people tell us it is a high functioning Autisim or that it is only related to it. We are not sure. However it does present it's challenges. Most reciently violence. He has had this problem in the past but we found medication that worked for him. Now I believe that his body as gotten use to the medication. I feel bad because I have two other children both younger than him. He is 7 his sister is 5 and brother is 3. Whenever they do something that he doesn't like he has started spin kicking, slapping, punching, amd shoving. If he can do it he does.
I have been sitting here complaining to my husband that I feel like we have run out of options. I want to be able to spend equal amount of time with each of my children. I feel like I am not being fair because I have to use so much time to deal with Justice. The other kids are now old enough to notice that they are not getting the attention that he does. I feel like I am failing. I know this is not suppose to be about me but it is. Some members of our family think that they can do a better job at parenting my son than I can. I would love to see how they could handle all three of my kids for more than a week and not giving them everything that they want. Anyhow that is all for now I am done venting for today.
